Infatuation or Love?

I met this guy today for the very first time. We played basketball and sang together. There’s this feeling of happiness inside me that I couldn’t explain. Is this the feeling of the “L” word? Am I in love with this guy? At first, I thought that “This is it, this is gonna be my first.” Little did I know that there were things that I haven’t found out about him. Is this just an infatuation? Just because I have no dating experiences? We held hands, and even placed our heads on each other’s shoulders. I felt like it’s enough to wrap up my day. I felt like everything seemed fine and calm. I don’t wanna let that moment pass by. I kinda like his existence beside me and I want to cherish that first moment of my life that has a so-called name “date”. However, I cannot give in yet. And if you’re reading this, you have to prove first that you are worthy to have me.